craicohlic said: Oh my gosh don't be silly!! Haha I'm not mad or upset at all!! I totally understand. And I couldn't do the nascar shoot... I was in NY and got a email that the wrong date was set out and I couldn't make it back in time. But there's always next year:) how are things with you?
oh god, I’m so sorry about the nascar shoot.. well hope you’ll get a chance next year. yeah, things are.. well, not really good. idk, a lot had been going on these last few months. when we we’re in Italy, we all got kinda drunk and my ex kissed me. I have to tell you about it haha we were in Rome for two days, and my class and my ex’s class were together in a hotel. we got a hotel near the beach, and that day it was his 18th birthday, and we all went on the beach to drink and to celebrate. long story short, he got me alone and kissed me. then, he said he was sorry and that he had to do it. and cuz I was tipsy, I just smiled. if I was sober I would have probably punched him in the face haha and the next day he was sooo rude to me.. like so rude. and when we got back home, he told my best friend that he’s in a dilemma and that he would like us to try again. I didn’t know what to do, and for a short amount of time I was actually thinking about it. but then, he lied, and he told my other friend that I still love him and stuff like that (which isnt true), and I was sooooo annoyed at him. and then we kinda stopped talking and that’s it. I’m soo confused. I don’t even know what to do anymore..
I want my secrets back.
I want my heart back.
I want all the words I
ever wasted on you
You don’t deserve them.
You can be in a relationship for two years and feel nothing; you can be in a relationship for 2 months and feel everything. Time is not a measure of quality; of infatuation, or of love.